Why Is It So Hard?

There was a boy, then there was a girl.
Both fell in love. Both were meant to be, or so they thought.
Months passed, they got together. After a few months, misunderstandings occur, jealousy strikes.
One decided to call it quits, saying he doesn't love her anymore and they should be friends.
A year has passed. You insisted on becoming best friends. But I have not heard from you.
What went wrong? I missed you. Is it wrong for me to miss you?
Is it right for you to treat me like that? I have been waiting. Do you think it's easy for me just because you are a man and I'm not? Just because YOU have not much feelings, while I do? You knew how much I LOVE you. You just wanted to get out. Whatever reason I don't know. We gave each other freedom, we trusted each other. What went wrong? Misunderstandings were misunderstandings. How long will you leave me like this?
A few weeks before our break up you said you wanted to go on a trip with me to Langkawi, and I was madly in love. A few weeks after you called and asked for a break up. What was on your mind? Is it because you left for the USA that's why you can't take long distance? Why? I am still hanging from the past. Why are you doing this to me?