I'm Getting Tired

Just came back from Bangsar just now. Back in KL after visiting Miss Tania in Sunway. :(
Tania and Jenssen are back again, just to let you worried people know. Lols.
Anyway, was shopping in Isetan just now when I spotted a really hot jacket. Grabbed it as soon as I can. -.- Had lunch in Starbucks, with Tinn and Jennifer. Jennifer is leaving to the USA next week. >< Going to miss you, babe! :(
She will be back next year. Drove to The Gardens after that. -.- Crazy jam and I was a little worried about my petrol. Walked, I mean shopped a little in Robinsons with Tinn, then headed to Delectable for some yums. (Cupcakes!)
Oh well, Tania will be back to KL next week. She's crazy. She can appear here overnight. As in, if she sees a sign SALES in Robinsons on the way back (Yes, there is the sign now), even if there's a Robinsons near her place, she will force Jenssen to drive her all the way from Sunway into KL just for that sales. -.- Thankfully I am not like that. Lols. ;)

Why Is It So Hard?

There was a boy, then there was a girl.
Both fell in love. Both were meant to be, or so they thought.
Months passed, they got together. After a few months, misunderstandings occur, jealousy strikes.
One decided to call it quits, saying he doesn't love her anymore and they should be friends.
A year has passed. You insisted on becoming best friends. But I have not heard from you.
What went wrong? I missed you. Is it wrong for me to miss you?
Is it right for you to treat me like that? I have been waiting. Do you think it's easy for me just because you are a man and I'm not? Just because YOU have not much feelings, while I do? You knew how much I LOVE you. You just wanted to get out. Whatever reason I don't know. We gave each other freedom, we trusted each other. What went wrong? Misunderstandings were misunderstandings. How long will you leave me like this?
A few weeks before our break up you said you wanted to go on a trip with me to Langkawi, and I was madly in love. A few weeks after you called and asked for a break up. What was on your mind? Is it because you left for the USA that's why you can't take long distance? Why? I am still hanging from the past. Why are you doing this to me?

Kay Lin Rocks!

Had a great time with Chen after A-Levels. He's such a great guy. ;)
Had fun spending time with ya dude! :)
Tania Mania Zania..miss you babe! Where the hell did you go? :( She's been so busy spending time with Jenssen she forgot me. :(
I'd better get a best friend myself; NO Tania, I won't forget you. I missed Olivia and the rest too. Tinn is so busy with her work now that she has not much time to chat with me. Here's our convo :

tinnnn - says : Kay Linnnnnn!i missseeedd youuu!
kaykay i live life for me says : I MISSED YOU TOO!
tinnnn - says : so found a job????
kaykay i live life for me says : NO! :( tsssskk..
tinnnn - says : work in starbucks lah..
kaykay i live life for me says : dont want lah dear...i'd rather sleep...
tinnnn - says : suits urself babe.. :(

I chatted with Tania Mania Zania too. -.- She is SO lame. I'd ban her for a week!
TaniaJ says : Bitch
kaykay i live life for me says : LAME
TaniaJ says : Hahahaaa you're boring as hell now no? ><
kaykay i live life for me says : shut up or i'll press the 'x'
TaniaJ says : BITCH. BORING BITCH.

I hate you. ;(
She is crazy and drunk at that time I think. If you're worried, don't, cause that's our normal conversation. We're not always the 'huggy huggy come talk' kind of girlfriends. We're fierce to each other at times. Lols. That keeps our friendship going. :)

My Blog's...DEAD

and I don't care! I hate blogging already. So much time wasted. :( Soon, bloggy, I will love you, soon..... (sepaks sendiri; hah! Alif, don't teach me your nonsense!)

Run Baby Run!

Few more days to go; A-levels ;Goodbye my love!I am considering this.Should I continue in Taylors or move to another college or university? Tania the crazy babe asked me to try Sunway. :/ Have to check out the college brochures to know more.
Jeanette is back from USA!Hello,Jeannie Jean! :) That's her nickname. Hahs!
Tania called. Said something about someone. Uh. I don't think I should get involve in this.

I R Kay Lin

Jamie's back! :)
Tania and I rushed to the airport; I say rushed . That's how mad we are.
He was in a good shape after coming back from Mexico. Yes. Mexico. H1N1; piggy flu.
Jamie laughed when we decided not to hug him as we are afraid he has the pig flu!

Tania : (Runs to a fit looking boy) Jamiieeeeeeeeeee!
Me : Omg! You look hott!
(Both girls happily helped the boy with his lugguage, only to be shooed away. Said he is a man. Men are stronger. :( )
Jamie : Thanks! (smiles) You girls look hot too!
Hahah I can't believe we are saying that to each other.
(Jamie comes to Tania for a hug. Tan moves away. Saying Jenssen might kill him if he hugs her. Whoa? Tania being.....touchy? It's unusual for her not to hug a boy. She can just hug Jamie in front of Jenssen. Jamie then runs to me. I almost hugged him; until I remembered. Piggy flu. Could that be why Tania's avoiding the hug?) Lols.
Jamie was dissapointed cause he didn't get any bear hugs from two hot girls. -_-
Jamie : Why? No hug?
Tania : Did......you...................uh..
Whoa. Tania Ray is actually nervous.
Tania : Did you................................. eat pork in Mexico?
Finally.
What?



Oh. No.
Jamie please NO PORKY FLU!

I just stood there for an answer.
Tania looked guilty. Whoa.
Whoa. Again. Whoa.

Tania Ray; guilty. Whoa.

Jamie stares at us. Then he laughed mad.
Jamie : NO! I was following this mad diet. Salads and meat. No pork though. Don't know why I did not touch pork, and none of my friends or family members know anyone with swine flu.

Porky piggy flu, Jamie. Not swine flu.

Tania and I looked at each other. And laughed.
We send him to the hospital too later for another check up. Just to make sure. He made us pay for his meal at The Gardens. Lols.
He brought us clothes too! Omg! Jamie buys clothes!
Jamie the boy. Buys clothes!
Ok. I will update with more soon. :D

Him.

This small note came to me through web mail. From Germany. I am really looking forward to seeing you. We had our good times. And the bad. I missed everything too.
Come back to KL as soon as you can. I've got many things to talk to you about. Tania says your Facebook picture's funny too. :)

-I'll be there for you, whenever it takes. You are the only thing I want now.

Thinking Of You

'Cause you put on quite a show,
Really got me going,
Now it's time to go,
Curtain's finally closing;
That was quite a show,
Very entertaining; no,
But it's over now,
Go on and take a bow.

Had the moment when you miss someone you loved most? I had. It hurts. Although you may be gone to another place; you will never change my feelings for you. I stopped celebrating Valentine's after you. Because it reminds me of you. :(
I have friends; they help me move on. But my feelings for you still stays. You think you may have gone. You may be moving from a girl to another. You may be married now. You may be engaged to a woman you love. But you never know the woman who loved you so much is still loving you the same.
When this woman kisses another man, his lips tasted like yours. It's very hurtful but it remains just like that.

We're 15, young and stupid. Wild and crazy. We do naughty things. But those things are now memories to me.
I vowed to remain a virgin til I marry you. That vow will stay in me. I will go all over the world til I find you. I still love you.
____________Kay Lin.

Shunningly

First ; CAN BRAD PITT STOP BEING SO HOT? He's making me melt! :P
Just look at him! The older he gets, the more gaga I have for him. ;)
Second ; HAPPY BIRTHDAY Wei Pin! :)
Happy 20th birthday to Ms Tan Wei Pin who's going to get engaged soon too!
I want your picture, Wei Pin! Give it to me! ;)
Third ; The course is getting tougher. I'm thinking of going to Help University College for Psychology; because they say it's the best there. With my good results in A-levels, I don't see why not. :)
Ms Heng gave us another spot test in Psychology! This is making me mad because I was not prepared for that! Oh I want 100 marks for that test! tinnnn too! Both of us should start praying to God about it. ;)
Fourth ;The sales in Isetan is mad mad mad! I got my favorite pair of shoes! RM120! Cheap isn't it? ;)
So excited over it! It's from Clarks if you want to know. So the price. :)
And it's made of leather. So so pretty!
_____________________________Kay Lin.

Somebody's Coming Back!

She's coming back from greeeowwww pore!That's Singapore to you babes! ;)
Tania's coming back tomorrow! Yes! Finally my partner in crime is back. :)
tinnnn and I and Olivia and Melania will be going to the airport KLIA to fetch her tomorrow!
Sour and sweet,
That's what you mean to me;
Never saw that;
You'd dissapear in front of me.

Tania; I want my Guccis!;)
____________________________Kay Kay.

Evening Memories ;

Another day in college; another moment to not forget. Homeworks have been increasing lately. The beginning of a semester is the beginning of everything. People would be running around completing their jobs and all.
It's just another day for me. tinnn and I enjoyed our extra class in college today; business.
I really think it's great. Science is a hard course. But who cares. Psychology is something I think I would pursue. :)
My girlfriend Tania is not back from Singapore yet. Everything's going fine with her and her boyfriend. ;)
She promised pictures and souvenirs; so that's what I'm looking forward to.
I have been to Singapore, yes, but looking at pictures of others kissing and hugging won't hurt. ;D
I'm going to let loose this week. I'm going shopping with my beloved girls; to Isetan. There's a sale I heard and it would be exciting to check out. :)

Melody ;

I love it when you touch my hand,
Telling me not to let go,
I love it when you kiss my neck; gently,
Holding me close, so deep;
I'm falling into your melody.

You've become my angel,
Before that you were the devil.
Holding me tightly as you are now,
I could smell your cologne burning deep within me;
You smell like the dark rose of the moonlight.
The smell stays in me;
Forever like it's part of me.

You're beautiful;
Like the melody of the midnight rose,
Sexy and slow, you move like a ghost;
Still;
I could never forget you;
I love you.

As we kissed,
Your lips burn mine;
Like it's going to be there forever.
I want to stay close in your arms forever.

As I hear these words from my MP3 player, I could feel myself crying. I missed him. Although it's been years since we kept in touch, the song he sang to me still stays fresh in my mind. Yes, he created this song for me. The lyrics may sound weird, but after much reading, I finally got the meaning to this song. Although you're gone now; to another country, your memory and mine shall stay fresh in me. I may look like I've moved on, but I haven't. I missed your kiss, your touch, your love.
You have been wonderful to me; but it was my fault for not trusting you; leading us to an unwanted and "desperate to forget" fight. When I want to come back to you, you told me you've moved on, and you showed me the flight tickets, to Germany. I have been waiting for your return, but you've decided to listen to your parents; asking you to stay in Germany, when the girl who has your heart is in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia.
Since I met you, I haven't been seeing anyone else. 'Til now, you're still the one I want. I'll keep close, praying that some day you will come back. I will be waiting for you. I still love you.

Kay Lin.

Shopping and THE facts

Shopping is every girl's favo thang?

Oh yes it is. ;)
Have been doing a lot of shopping lately. Been broke many times.

Prada, Gucci, LV, all the other loves of mine. Never seem to fail loving them.

It's like love at first sight all over and over again. ;)

I tried online shopping lately, last month. Wasn't satisfied. :(

Ordered a cute halter from a shop; got it,

the quality was poor. Colors so different from the pictures in the shop.

I lost trust; in shopping online.

Should've stick to reality shopping for good. Loving my Guccis anyway. :)

If you think I'm spoiled; get wrong.

I have the money; I have the love too. :) I don't always shop for such designer brands.

I love Topshop and Coast too. They are wonderful.

Shopping haven in KL? You can't go wrong now. ;)

The Curve is the place to be. With great shops and a cool atmosphere, you can't go wrong.

To a great friend of mine, Tania Ray, I, would be so happy to give you my halter top. :)

It's something YOU would love. Hahas.

That's all now; dears.

_____________________________Kay Lin.

Holla;

I just can't decide whether to choose blogspot or not. My best friend; Tania, asked me to choose blogspot. So here is! ;)

To start this, I'm Kay Lin Ong. I'm 19 this year.

Well, stay up for my updates babes!